I was a normal girl .. with normal attainable dreams....
A good education, an average looking, well-mannered guy, a life filled with challenges, respect, sensibility and an intelligent kid! I had defined my life like this.
I had made it my mantra, to live like this, a steady paced, peaceful, normal life.
But then, I met you!!
So much of spontaneity, rush, wish to
do so many things all at once, I was drawn to that nature instantly.
And i fell for you.
You added, salt, sour, and all the required
spice to my otherwise going to be a bland life!!
There was an insatiable thirst in you
and i wished I'll cook for you. Rainbows started forming in my sky, there
were birds, chirping and singing, butterflies fluttering, yeah it may seem
too fantasized to you but I felt that... SerÃously.. I did . . .
and then I started dreaming a better dream, a colorful dream.
A spacious house, a beautiful garden,
two white chairs on the green lawn, pink bougainvillaea on the roof top, a
wide window by my bed side, tulips on the rear of that garden, lilac tulips
specially, (I wonder whether you know what color is lilac!!) , fresh vegetables
on the dining table, fruits, light music and an orange shaded sky on a romantic
evening.
And we would live many such
evenings together, you brushing my hair, I holding your hands tight, aaaanannnnddddd
a little kiss may be.. yeahhhh may be ;)...
Each time I laughed with you, cried for you, begged for your mercy [lolz] one more color was added and I wished I got all those 16 million colors in my life to be hung on the walls of my memory lanes, treating even the passer-by!!
One day when you pass by my
graveyard you would definitely wonder at your own capacity of coloring others' lives.
Until then, quoting my favorite band, ...
"Baby just
Colour my world, draw on my heart
Take a picture of what you think love looks like in your imagination
Write on my soul everything you know
Use every word you've ever heard to colour my world"